Ch-Ch-Changes

Hey guys its Saturday Morning and i am awake b4 9 am how freakin' sad is that?

So ive noticed some changes in me....im getting a lil more girly each day....how so you ask well lets see....it started with the permanent hair straughtening, the highlights, make-up, then came the tighter clothes, now guys would you believe that i stopped biting my nails and are trying to grow them long....wow the last time i grew my nails was once in high school back in 1996/1997....that was a long time ago....and i have become more vain i look in the mirror all the time....wow reading this over i kinda sound like colleen....especially the mirror thing.....buts its all love my leenis

So yea imma weird but thats ok....so i have a goal to lose 20 pounds by the end of August....i lost 7 already and ive gained alot of stamina, i mean i can actually sprint run for like 30 seconds and not be out of breath....thats a big thing cuz i also used to get out of breath walking up the stairs....yea i was a lazy bastard, i feel alot healthier but i wish i was losing the weight at a faster pace....but it'll happen all in due time

Honestly all these changes came about when i woke up one morning and realized there was nothing in this world that is keeping me down.....as some of you might know for the entire fall and winter i was like really depressed and im not too sure why....and i was bitter and angry Elisa for most of that time, not the happy-go lucky person i usually was....but now as i embark on my new goals and challenges im doing it with such a positive attitude and for the right reasons i see no reason to unmotivate me, im gonna do what makes me happy and proud of myself :)